Journal n° 138
Darn you,

!

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
Is too long!

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
Few people understand me from the first time. I talk too fast. Never talk to me when Im excited, cause then my voice will be high pitched too.

WHERE THE F*CK IS NUMBER 3
I banged it so hard last night that it needs a rest. I cant help it, I have that effect on
numbers.

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
Is my fathers love, a boyfriend, paper and pen.
5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
Self confidence. When I hang out with friends I always feel so boring.
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
Someone is better at something Im supposed to be good at.
7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
Something must be terribly wrong. Im never drunk!
8. I've come to realize that money:
Is very important to me right now, since Im saving for an air plane ticket to Toronto.

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
I want to have had a wonderful life.
10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
A perv. Hey, its a good thing! x)
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
No one! 8D
12. I've come to realize that the last time I smiled was:
Yesterday, when I was dancing on a party.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
Is pretty cool, even though its an old model.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I feel like I have to throw up. Hm.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
Watch a movie. Robots, Mulan (I or II), Brother Bear or The Little Mermaid.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
Dodge ball, the movie. Which I am watching right now.

17. I've come to realize that my life:
Is not how I want it to be.
18. I've come to realize that my favorite drink is:
Lemonade <333
19. I've come to realize that today I will have:
Uh
cookies?
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
Not be alone anymore.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
Have to study for school, if I dont do it today.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
Chill.
23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
I dont know.

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
Beautiful to watch.
25. I've come to realize that love:
Is what keeps everyone alive.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend:
Is not my best guy friend.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:
Is not the friend I thought Id have.
28. I've come to realize food is:
DELICIOUS!!
29: I've come to realize that this summer:
Two weeks in Italy was way too long.
30. I've come to realize heartbreak:
Is something I havent experienced.
31. I've come to realize that the person I like:
Has not entered my life yet.
32.I've come to realize that my brother:
Must be hiding from me, since I dont know anything about him. ;o
33. I've come to realize that crying:
Makes my throat hurt.
34. I've come to realize that death:
Is my biggest fear.
35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
I hate it, but once Im healthy again I want to be sick again.
36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I go on the Internet. <3
37. After answering every question I realize that:
I have nothing else to say.
Clubs I'm in:




